Saturday, June 24, 2006

I'm down. Really down. My depression is back to haunt me again. This world is unkind. Nothing on earth is worth living for. My life is getting dull. Why would I say that?

Alarm goes off -> Wash up -> Breakfast -> Leave home -> Take train -> Report to work -> Attend to customers -> Knock off -> Take train -> Meet friends (on certain days) -> Take train -> Reach home -> Wash up -> Dinner -> Rest -> Sleep

Such cycle continues everyday. It's soooooo routine; if it's not work, it's rest. If it's not rest, it's work. Why is life so dull? I really can't understand.

No wonder life is a torture.

Now I'm working. In no time I'll knock off. Next week is a disastrous one. I will have to work early [0730-1530] on Monday and Tuesday. What about Wednesday? I'll have to wake up at 7am and report at CMPB for medical check-up at 0830. Sucks! After that, I'll have to report to work at 1200. Thursday I'm off. But it's early shift on Friday again.

I'll really have to endure. Endure till August, where I'll quit my job and bore myself to death at home! I'll face the four walls and let my thoughts run wild. But it might be good to be able to catch up with some friends after I quit.

After I started working, I have no time to meet my friends up. Even though I have, I am not willing to go out on my only off day. Because I do not want to take the train which I take to work, because I do not wish to see many people which I see at work. Weekends are perhaps the only days where many friends are free, but I am working on weekends, especially Sunday, because I want to! I can earn 1.5 times on Sunday.

I miss cycling on Pulau Ubin, I miss canoeing, I miss the cinemas, I miss walking all-day long without a destination in mind, I miss swimming, I miss suntaning, I miss Sentosa, and I miss many many things...

|Melvin Ng| 5:31 pm|

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